Complicated heart

I'm so in love with this song since 2007. I just realized that am still in love with this song everytime i hear it.

The truth is I gave my heart away a long time ago, my whole heart, and I never really got it back. ;( . I just realized that it is hard to breath without u by myside. And am just too tired to wait or try. so am letting go. Maybe thats the best for everybody.

I need a new haircut ;(

i wanna cut my hair..i wanna new hair cut so bad.. ;( nk cut my hair mcm hanna (maid of honour film) tp muke sy bulat.so harus diet utk potong rmbut begini.. canteknyaa rmbut diaa *droolsz*

my endless love

lately,asik teringat n termimpi kan sumone dat i once loved. been asking ppl's opinion. izit possible if we miss someone but we don't have any special feeling towards em anymore. and been receiving almost the same answer "ya, it is possible, u just miss him, bcoz he used to be part of u at the past" hmm...malas nak pk byk...

my endless love

dia boleh buat saye happy, marah at the same time. tapi saye still addicted & always miss n love him. sayangdaniel

really sorry

I am tired

I am bored

Yes, i wanna get rid of u, of him, of every guy, of all my mistakes that i admit i've done since last month. i wanna get rid of all u guys. i wanna be me, again.

i'm tired of spending my precious time, giving my half heart, giving less attention,hurt the innocent heart. Being heartless like this make me less human. make me feel useless. make me feel stupid. I realize it from the start. i knw that i'm so fcking selfish. i hurt u... i've ruined our friendship. I dunno y i did this. i'm not being myself recently. I never thought of ur feeling. I am really sorry. I knw that i dun give enough love, enough attention to u. i am sorry... i wanna be the old me. The one who believe that there's still someone out there for me and stop all these insanity. stop all these never ending story. please do forgive me.

serabuts

i waited for u at 3 am.. then the connection was damn &*^&^^%%!

still waiting at 4am.. then decide to sleep.. :p sorry dear.. am just not patient enuf to wait..bcoz i was soooo sleeepyy..i haven't sleep properly for the past 2 week. i need my 8 hours sleeeppp ;(

agak2 sampai bile ye bole tahan? *thinking2* byk sgt halangan & alasan, bole buat aku agak turn off... hmm bile x rase nk bercinta beriya2, maybe sbb he's not the one? :-| ye kot. bak kata liza "u know u're ready when u found the right one..." bak kate dayah, choice yg aku buat ni " out of desperation" haha.. agak kejam.. tp maybe. dia dtg.. n there for me time aku tgh sorg2..bila aku bg jwpan bukan nak kawen dgn dia pon.. fyra jwp " jgn smpai melekat, n takleh lepas" hahaha... seriously... xtau nk ckp ape. rase kalau bg jwpan apape pon kat kwn2 skang..dorg akan menolak.kalau dh kwn2 aku pon geli n tak suke dgn dia.. mcm mane? Takpe. ade 2 minggu nak pk kan bende ni... naik sem...kalo rase xleh blah jugak, aku akan buat decision yg akan puaskan ati sume org, n maybe tu yang paling bgs untuk aku.. perhaps? ;(

hols

Happy holiday mmu peeps.

see u guys in 2 weeks time ;)

nak qada tido. nak tido tido tido :D:D:D

p/s : gonna miss sumone so bad. :(

Happiness :)

Congrats to both of my beloved housemates. miss etyna & miss lieza :)

CONGRATULATION ON YOUR ENGAGEMENT

Am so happy for u babes. Love u babes :D

Ramai org ckp dunia tunang ni byk dugaan.. but i knw dat u babes will do just great.insyaAllah.

Minggu yg hectic but full with love & happiness :D :D :D
One more paper to go.. then i'm up for fun. mari ronggeng rokiah

p/s: doa2 kan yang baik2 saja :)

massive ting tong

ok ting tong mode

i'm officially nk buang lappy jauh2.. tinggalkan dunia favourite sy.
i shud have done dis since last week. tp arini bru tersedar yg esok n jumaat ade 2 paper n next week ade lagi 3 paper. byk lagi nak kena cover. so back to jd org ulu zaman dulu2. no facebook. no ym. no msn. hp pon kne bar.mls nak g byr. takde nk msg n call sape pon. so.. kwn2..bye dunia keseronokan..bye2 abg2 international. kakak nak study. see u guys after xm . choy

i miss u. can u meet me halfway?

Oooooo...

I can't go any further then this

OOoooo...

I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

Cool,

I spent my time just thinking, thinking, thinking 'bout you

Every single day, yes, I'm really missing, missing you

And all those things we used to, used to, used to, used to do

Hey girl, wassup, it used to, it used to be just me and you

I spent my time just thinking, thinking, thinking 'bout you

Every single day, yes, I'm really missing, missing you

And all those things we used to, used to, used to... (Used to do)

Hey girl wassup,

Yo, wassup, wassup, wassup

Can you meet me halfway, right at the borderline

That's where I'm gonna wait...for you

I'll be looking out, night and day

Took my heart to the limit

And this is where I'll stay

I can't go any further than this

I want you so bad, it's my only wish

Girl, I travel round the world and even sail the Seven Seas

Across the universe, I go to other galaxies

Just tell me where to go, just tell me where you wanna meet

I navigate myself-myself to take me where you be

'Cause girl I want, I-I-I want you right now

I travel uptown-town, I travel downtown

Wanna have you around-round, like every single day

I love you always-ways, I'll meet you halfway

Can you meet me halfway, right at the borderline

[ Black Eyed Peas Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

That's where I'm gonna wait...for you

I'll be looking out, night and day

Took my heart to the limit

And this is where I'll stay

I can't go any further than this

I want you so bad, it's my only wish

I can't go any further than this

I want you so bad, it's my only wish

Let's walk the bridge to the other side

Just you and I (Just you and I)

I will fly, fly the skies, for you and I (For you and I)

I will try, until I die, for you and I

For you and I (For you and I)

For-for-for you and I (For you and I)

For-for-for-for you and I (For you and I)

For-for-for you and I (For you and I)

(For you and I)

p/s: i miss you..seriously. can u meet me halfway?

silly ME

plan for many pleasures ahead *grin*

i seriously need to get back to sk faster and lock myself in my room and start doing some thinking!

am done doing crazy thingy

dis week was fun but it has to stop before this stupid n crazy thing went further. before i addicted to it..

am too old for all this

aaaaaaaaaa..... i'm so stupid. damn

How could an angel break my heart

i love dis song :D

How could an angel break my heart

Why didn't he catch my falling star

I wish I didn't wish so hard

Maybe I wished our love apart

How could an angel break my heart

p/s:

Don't ever give up if you still want to try,

Don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry.

Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know,

and don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.

when love becomes a habit

He's a habit

Just like drinking a glass of water in the morning

I just can't bear it without seeing him, having him, needing him

he's an unbreakable habit

-_-

p/s: u can't just stop loving the person that u have a crush on

through ur will power alone. In order to stop, u need that person's cooperation

Raya and Exam

Finally sampai rumah!

Pulang beraya di taiping for 2 days sgt membusankan :(

tokwan n maktok dh xde. so bile balik. xtau nak buat ape. cousin yg dh sebaya or dekat2 ngan umur aku sume dh kawen2..(ye..cousin2 aku mmg gatai ..sume xkire lelaki pompuan..capai je umuq 18, dh kawen. haha)

cousin yg tggal..masih xkawen n still study cm aku,asmeda..raye kat kelantan pulak. gile busan

final exam pulak start 28 hb. Gile turn off nak raye wei. and plus bile beraye di taiping..soalan2 bonus yg aku mls gile nak jwb. bile nak kawen? "abg" sihat? nak je jwb ----- "DAH ARWAH DH" erkkk.. :p tp makayah kate xyah layan..jwb je.. "sihat" :p Alhamdulillah beban nak jwb soklan2 bonus yg ssh gile mengalahkan soklan final exam aku tu dh berlalu.

thn dpn pulak jmpe dorang..kne prepare jwb soklan bonus tu lg.. ishh busannnn

ok..mahu study.ade 7 paper. org len syok2 3,4,5 paper je. aku je gile dok amek smpai 7. hahaha... wish me luck :D

my exam slip :P

ok..selamat hari raya. Maaf zahir batin kwn2. 0-0 ye. kita bukak buku baru :)

and good luck for final exam to all mmu students :D chaiyok2

p/s: ppl said we shud let our love one go with our most heartfelt blessings and wish all the best for them... but i dun love u anymore. so instead of praying and wishing the best for u..i wanna wish that u will suffer for the rest of ur life and regret for everything that u've done to me*evil laugh* hehe.. i'm joking . let's just forgive n forget lol :P

Smile

Yay!

Abes jugak sume assignment for this semester :D

Mlm ni last day sahur n esok last day puasa. Ramadhan akan meninggalkan kita. :(

SO..Saye mahu tido puas2. since dah 3 ari x ckup tido.sat g nak bgn sahur

Goodnite. Sleep tite everyone :)

p/s: the truth does hurt. just praying that everything's gonna be just fine

Busy Week

Week 13

Wednesday:-16th Sept 09

presentation Management Of Technology 1pm-2pm

presentation Consumer Behaviour- 2pm-4pm

Thursday:-17th Sept 09

submission 3D Before 4pm

presentation Entrepreneurship 1pm-2pm

Friday: 18th Sept 09

presentation Flash 9am

see..told ya..saye mmg busy minggu tp.. tp buat relax2 je.. men facebook..update blog..chatting2..

ok.. skang dah ari selasa..enuf fb..enuf blogging,chatting,cintancintun... let's focus to bende2 diatas~

Quotes of the nite?

"Never take someone for granted,

Hold every person close to your heart, cause you might wake up one day

And realize that you've lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones"

-_-

i'm sorry for everything

He's been on my mind for almost a year and its impossible to let him stay in my heart

because i know that i'm just nobody for him. It's hard to wait around for something that you know it will never happen. Then, i told my heart to give up and move on.

Then,

i promise myself i wont rush into things again

i promise my friends i will take things slow

i promise my parents i will be careful so i won't hurt myself anymore

mmgjejetbengongsukejatuhcintasukati2danmenyusahkanoranglain haih~

again. i failed to do so

I met you. U make me smile, u make me happy, u let me be ME :)

and everybody keep sayin that you're no good for me.

But u make me forget him. U make me stop wanting him.

Thank you for that.

sayatausayaselfishgunakankamuuntuklupakandia i'm sorry for everything

i feel terrible for leaving u breakfasting alone... but the trip to alamanda was fun. an hour time with you was great. I had fun :)

kesiandiaberbukaburgerkingsorang2 :p

p/s: gegirlz and boboyz, i had so much fun with u guys today. TGIfriday+windowshopping ;) tq bg saye gelak banyak2. :)

kwn2.. saya janji this insanity will stop. it will.just gimme sumtimes..itwillstop :)

GAMER

Simon, a young gamer who continues to defy all odds by guiding Kable to victory each week

In the near future, you don't live to play... you'll play to live

kable and his wife, angie

the crazy ken castle!

Gamer was superb! I love gerard butler(kable) even more. Well, he never failed to impressed me in every movie that he's acted. I love the action, the storyline... seriously. Highly recommendeed. Go and watch this movie people!

p/s:sorry friends for being so emo tonight. won't happen again. promise :p

Will u marry me? :D

Damn. he's good. I mean he's great..awesome..superb. No words can describe how talented he is.

"Hello budak comel, sy nk kawen dgn kamu bole? " :D

Sy suke lelaki pandai men gitar. mereka sgt sexy. dlu suke tgk lelaki men drum. tapi rasenye yg men gitar lagi sexy kot. xtau knp. apapepun budak comel ni mmg sgt hebat! *clap2*

( ~,^)

Plan for many pleasures ahead *grin*

nuff said .